The death of someone you love can turn your world upside down. This was the case with actress Meghana Raj, who lost her husband and Kannada actor Chiranjeevi Sarja two weeks ago. Chiru was just 35 and he had reportedly died of cardiac arrest. Meghana is pregnant and coping up with the shocking news is her greatest challenge now.
One cannot even imagine her grief which might have a whole mixture of feelings. The actress was seen during her husband Chiru’s funeral and her condition has worried her fans. She was completely devastated and looked numb and lethargic. Meghana has now finally spoken for the first time after the actor’s dead by posting an update on social media.
She wrote: “CHIRU, I have tried & tried again but I am unable to put in words what I want to tell you. All the words in the world cannot describe what you mean to me. My friend, my lover, my partner, my child, my confidante, my HUSBAND- you are much more than all of this. You are a piece of my soul Chiru”.
“An unfathomable pain shoots through my soul everytime I see the door and you don’t walk in shouting “I am home”. There is a sinking feeling in my heart when I can’t touch you every minute of everyday. Like a thousand deaths, slow and painful. But then, like a magic spell I feel you around me. Every time I feel weak, you are around me like a guardian angel”.
“You love me so much that you just couldn’t leave me behind alone, could you? Our little one is your precious gift to me-a symbol of our love- and I am eternally grateful to you for this sweet miracle. I can’t wait to bring you back to earth, as our child. I can’t wait to hold you again. Can’t wait to see your smile again. Can’t wait to hear that infectious laughter of yours that lights up the entire room. I will wait FOR YOU and you wait FOR ME on the other side.You will live as long as I breathe. You are in me. I LOVE YOU.”